Happy Jordan Year!
yo what’s good so I am writing this today from my phone at the clinic, freestylin off the dome. I did edit it and polish it tho.
Honestly I thought I would start the Jordan year with a bang but that hasn’t been the case. I had a come down after countdown and I had zero motivation to do anything. All of my plans and stuff I wanted to implement just faded away from my mind and I was thinking whether the direction I was going in would be worth it. But I think this is one of my biggest issues. I think I am obsessed with having my time be worth it, or making sure I am using my time to max efficiency. I get paralyzed because nothing is worth my time, or no activity feels like worth doing. I start overthinking and thus get scatterbrained in which I start doing so many different things. I realized a cure to this is just starting or just doing an action.
( I am now back on my computer lets go )
A step is just a step and you can always take a step back.
I realized that I should just do things that interest me and stuff that I find fun. I realized that naturally somehow someway I am going to be successful and the path I am going on right now I feel will payoff eventually. Manifestation is real and I am surprised by everything I was able to achieve, and I know that this will only increase. I know life’s hardest battles are not even close, but I will keep mentally training so when those times to hit I will be strong and be able to conquer it.
Today is better than yesterday, Tomorrow will be better than today
However you need consistency to achieve anything and build anything post school. There is no school telling me what to do and what to achieve. With school it was easy to be fulfilled by getting an A on a test. But now outside of school no one cares about grades or even anything related to school. Once your out of school it doesn’t matter, gaining respect and feeling fulfillment has new boxes to tick off. It’s crazy how school or college does not prepare you for anything relevant in your life. They train you to be slaves to a system.
They train to be employees not owners, and who wins in life? Owners.
With the internet we are blessed to have this information early and realize the system was screwing us over while we were in the system. I feel bad for the millennials who didn’t have the internet and had to live through the system failing on them when everyone was saying your gonna be even richer than your parents. Times have changed now and we have to adapt. Obviously Covid was a big dent in all of our lives. Its crazy how losing two, pretty much 3 years does to society. But without 2020 and all the isolation I would not be who I was today.
Recently I went to Yosemite with my family and reconnected with cousins who I haven’t seen in a minute. We had a fire cabin and all 12 of us got bed. Seeing Yosemite falls and the snow was so much fun like I didn’t’ expect to enjoy it so much. I really enjoyed being out there and just being in nature and disconnecting from my various magic rocks. But I cannot live without the internet and never want to. We had wifi so I was able to use my devices and I needed that. All of the “kids” were in one room and all of us had our phones out doing things when were all “asleep”. I guess technology is just a part of us now. We carry and need our phones every single day. Most of us have a apple watch. Elon Musk is literally down to chip himself. Its crazy where technology is going. I realized that I do really enjoy technology and think its the coolest thing ever. But I am also realizing that having a balance or spending most of my time off of the magic rocks, is the best for my mental health.
Any goals for 2023?
To Take Over the World
Thank you mom for the ambition
Thank you for reading, let’s grow together 🙂